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RENDEL FREUDE // FOTOGRAFIN

Novem­ber 2014 „When I can look into my own eyes, only then am I able to see others as they are“. That’s how 20-year-old Divi­ne descri­bes her pho­to seri­es to visi­tors and what peace and recon­ci­lia­ti­on mean to her: peace with oneself allows approa­ching others, reaching out and buil­ding some­thing tog­e­ther. An exhi­bi­ti­on that inclu­des 15 works of the par­ti­ci­pants is the visi­ble and public result of the work­shop in Rwanda. 

We spent five days tog­e­ther during the work­shop and, after a break of one week so the pic­tures could be deve­lo­ped, ano­t­her day to hang the pho­to­graphs up and final­ly exhi­bit them on Sunday at the NEVER AGAIN RWANDA (NAR) office in Huye, a uni­ver­si­ty town in the south of Rwan­da. NAR is a local youth orga­niz­a­ti­on foun­ded in 1994 after the geno­ci­de com­mit­ted to peace-buil­ding and con­flict reso­lu­ti­on. Last year, I was intro­du­ced to the orga­niz­a­ti­on in ano­t­her con­text, and thus deve­lo­ped the idea for a pho­to work­shop. The FREELENS foun­da­ti­on immedia­te­ly appro­ved my request for pro­ject fun­ding and ensu­red a generous and uncom­pli­ca­ted processing.

The week: On Mon­day, ten young adults, aged bet­ween 16 and 29, all of whom are in High school or Uni­ver­si­ty and sup­port the NEVER AGAIN RWANDA asso­cia­ti­on, await me. Two of them are from Burun­di, one from Con­go and the others from Rwan­da. Five among them are NAR staff mem­bers and want to use this cour­se as oppor­tu­ni­ty to learn how to later offer work­shops themselves.

Ever­yo­ne is assor­ted well and several group rules are being estab­lis­hed: don’t inter­rupt others while they’re spea­king, only express posi­ti­ve cri­ti­cism, lea­ve your cell pho­ne on silent mode and keep it in your bag. A time-kee­per, a vil­la­ge chief (for the pur­po­se of equa­li­ty it has to be a woman) and a logistics expert are being selec­ted. A pro­fu­se wel­co­me and enthu­si­asm about the pos­si­bi­li­ties that might ari­se this week, and a round of intro­duc­tion of the par­ti­ci­pants, the orga­niz­a­ti­on, the pho­to­gra­pher (along with her plan for the week) and Kris­tin Kun­ze, my jour­ney com­pa­n­ion and a pro­fes­sio­nal clown who is respon­si­ble for ice-brea­ker exer­ci­ses, fol­lows. We form a gre­at team that is able to see and move in all directions.

After the com­ple­ti­on of for­ma­li­ties, the came­ras can final­ly be unpa­cked: the FREELENS foun­da­ti­on finan­ced five simp­le came­ras, a hard disk for the huge amount of pho­to­graphs that are expec­ted, as well as the logistics for the exhi­bi­ti­on (frames and prints). NAR also lent some came­ras from acquain­tan­ces, allowing the par­ti­ci­pants to form seven teams of two peop­le who will be working tog­e­ther this week.

Some have never held a came­ra in their hands befo­re, while others men­ti­on during the round of intro­duc­tion that they know how to take pho­to­graphs. In this vein they help each other unpacking and approa­ching the came­ras for the first time. After taking the bat­te­ry and memo­ry card in, the came­ras can final­ly be tur­ned on!

First tri­es to take pho­to­graphs: Tar­get any cho­sen object and make sure that the came­ra focu­ses. What is an aper­tu­re, what is time, what is a sensor.

In the after­noon, heads begin to spin: we need to find a topic for the week and the exhi­bi­ti­on. NEVER AGAIN RWANDA, and in par­ti­cu­lar the board of the asso­cia­ti­on which is loca­ted far away in Kiga­li, has a gre­at inte­rest in pedago­gi­cal con­tent that is in accordance with the asso­cia­ti­on. Each team con­sists of two par­ti­ci­pants who brain­storm with terms such as peace work, recon­ci­lia­ti­on, art for peace, tal­king silence and the ques­ti­on how all of this can be trans­la­ted into images.

Towards the end of the day, ever­yo­ne is in need of loo­se­ning up and Kris­tin starts to form the par­ti­ci­pants into a group by move­ment and singing.

Tues­day is reser­ved for design basics and several exer­ci­ses. What loo­ks bet­ter: a por­trait or land­s­cape for­mat? What is fore- and back­ground? What makes sharpness/blurredness in a pic­tu­re? The pho­to model has to show emo­ti­on. Take pho­to­graphs of struc­tures and lines, not of humans. For all exer­ci­ses, it is reques­ted to take as many pho­to­graphs as you want, but to only take three pic­tures with you at the end (which isn’t that easy). With a bea­mer we look at the pic­tures several times and dis­cuss them — and the faces of the lear­ning pho­to­graph­ers reve­al a gro­wing under­stan­ding. For me, it was important to teach the par­ti­ci­pants that taking pho­to­graphs doesn’t only mean to press the shut­ter but­ton, but that see­ing, fee­ling and thin­king are an important basis (if you use your head and heart, the­re are many ways to achie­ve your result)

In the after­noon, the par­ti­ci­pants dis­cuss wit­hin their teams what it is they spe­ci­fi­cal­ly want to take pho­to­graphs of on Wed­nes­day and Thursday.

During both days, the par­ti­ci­pants have time to move around Huye and take pho­to­graphs free­ly. On Wed­nes­day after­noon, I have indi­vi­du­al dis­cus­sions with ever­yo­ne regar­ding their pho­to­gra­phy: What did you want to take pho­to­graphs of, are you hap­py with the results, what could have chan­ged the mes­sa­ge of this or that pic­tu­re? With the results and new ide­as, the groups set off again on Thurs­day and take over 1500 pic­tures over the cour­se of two days.

Thurs­day night I spent in front of the com­pu­ter and draw up for each group two seri­es of five pic­tures for the exhibition.

On Fri­day, the results are being pre­sen­ted, dis­cus­sed and admi­red. Each group can deci­de which of the two seri­es they like bet­ter and pick it for the exhi­bi­ti­on. Some deci­de to mix pho­tos of both.

In the after­noon, I intro­du­ce three par­ti­ci­pants to the pro­grams Pica­sa and Gimp, both of which are free to down­load and are use­ful for the orga­niz­a­ti­on and edi­t­ing of images (I down­load the pro­grams the evening befo­re in a restau­rant that is known for its free wifi — howe­ver the electri­ci­ty fails, the line is inter­rup­ted and I’m only able to down­load it via mobi­le con­nec­tion at Irene’s)

After five days, the par­ti­ci­pants descri­be their expe­ri­en­ces: the only thing they knew about taking pho­to­graphs was to press but­tons. Now, howe­ver, they deve­lo­ped an under­stan­ding of what it can mean to SEE, and that not only our eye but the pho­to­gra­pher them­sel­ves is respon­si­ble for it.

All par­ti­ci­pants recei­ve a cer­ti­fi­ca­ti­on for their par­ti­ci­pa­ti­on and a green shirt with the logos of the FREELENS foun­da­ti­on, NEVER AGAIN RWANDA and the ZIVILER FRIEDENSDIENST (ZFD, a Civil Peace Ser­vice) from Ger­ma­ny that sup­ports NEVER AGAIN RWANDA in an advi­so­ry capacity.

On the wee­kend, I edit the seven seri­es and por­traits of the par­ti­ci­pants so they are rea­dy for prin­ting. A CD is being trans­por­ted via “bus-post” to Kiga­li and the fol­lowing week a pho­to lab makes the prints (one half has to be repor­ted for being faul­ty and prin­ted again). The frames are being bought in Kiga­li as well and trans­por­ted by Ire­ne Erben of the ZFD to Huye. On Satur­day, some par­ti­ci­pants meet to pre­pa­re the exhi­bi­ti­on: Clea­ning the frames (the­re are no win­dow clea­ners in Huye, so alter­na­ti­ves have to be found — and of cour­se they are) and han­ging the pic­tures up. The wall con­sists of con­cre­te and the nails are as fle­xi­ble as rub­ber. None­theless, a cou­p­le of hours later all pic­tures are on the wall, while the por­traits are laid in a cir­cle on the floor.

On Sunday, ever­yo­ne is asked to arri­ve at nine in the exhi­bi­ti­on room. Tho­se that weren’t pre­sent on Satur­day are see­ing their pho­to­graphs for the first time in a frame and pri­de and joy can be read from their faces.

The tasks of the day are being dis­tri­bu­t­ed: Recei­ving visi­tors, fil­ling lists with their names and addres­ses, exp­lai­ning during the exhi­bi­ti­on what each photographer’s aim was (a tiring job for all, having to make the same rounds from morning till night).

In the after­noon, ever­yo­ne is invi­ted to par­ti­ci­pa­te in a dis­cus­sion — par­ti­ci­pants and visi­tors sit in a cir­cle and com­ment on the pho­to­graphs, peace and development.

Move­ment is nee­ded! We finish our exhi­bi­ti­on with the cir­cle dance and sin­ging. “Bele Mama” and after­wards dis­co music are being play­ed. The exhi­bi­ti­on is pre­sen­ted a second time in mid-Decem­ber — this time in a for­mal con­text in the city hall of Huye.

Wie es wei­ter­geht? NAR ver­leiht die Kame­ras an die Teil­neh­me­rIn­nen, wenn sie eige­ne Pro­jek­te star­ten wol­len. Wir wol­len dass es Fol­ge­work­shops geben wird. Zur Zeit recher­chie­ren wir sinn­vol­le Mög­lich­kei­ten, wie die Stu­den­tIn­nen online foto­gra­fisch wei­ter­ar­bei­ten und sich ver­bin­den können.

What comes next? NAR dis­tri­bu­tes the came­ras among the par­ti­ci­pants in case they want to start their own pro­jects. We want fol­lowing work­shops to take place. At the moment we make enqui­ries for prac­ti­cal pos­si­bi­li­ties, so the stu­dents can con­ti­nue working online on pho­to­gra­phy and connect.

Colo­gne, Decem­ber 2014

 

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